what she used to be.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

So this is my first blog post from my phone...kind of awkward as I like to do long, thoughtful post that sometimes takes me hours depending on my reason for updating. Its a good boredom deterrent while my roomie is in the tanning salon. Why have I been in so much pain lately? When I wrote that out, that whole "sin and pain" idea popped into my head. I definitely know I've been dealing with my pain more by sinning than I have by pressing in to the Lord to spite my flesh. What is wrong with me?? I kept telling Tina awhile back to stop asking me that, even though it didn't have the implications of embarassing fault that I thought it did. I would invite that question again. Soul? O my soul, what is wrong with you?

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